Day 151: would you move to a different country to be with the one you love
Listen. Listen to me very carefully. I live in London, a gorgeous, vibrant, historic city that I happen to love living in. You live in New York, which is highly overrated… But since the Atlantic Ocean is a bit wide to cross every day, swimming, boating or flying, I suggest we flip for it… And if those terms are unacceptable, leaving London will be a pleasure, as long as you’re waiting for me on the other side. ‘Cause the truth is, I am Madly, Deeply, Truly, Passionately in Love with You. -Charlie, Letters to Juliet
If the time comes that I felt the love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for, I wish I have the courage to seize it..
Day 150: how is your heart lately
It’s been a while since I blogged about the status of my heart.
It’s contented and happy. I’m contented having him even though he’s not mine. I’m happy that he’s trying hard to reach out even though he’s not showy/expressive. But I must admit that I long to be held in his arms, to hold his hand as we walk under the moonlight, to play with him in the pouring rain. I miss being with him. I miss him.
Day 149: would you rather love one person or have many short relationships
ONE PERSON. For what it’s worth, I would love my first serious relationship to be the last, that I will marry my first romance. Short relationships can be fun but it’s only fun while it lasts.
Day 148: do you think more about the past, present, or future
PAST and FUTURE. Sometimes, I think i don’t belong in this time. Or perhaps I wish I do not live in this time. I miss my childhood days when I still played out in the streets with the sun kissing my skin instead of today where young ones are enslaved by technology and or e-gadgets. I’d like to think that the future is different from today wherein losing their virginity before getting married was the worst possible thing that could happen to you, and that there are no more thieves anywhere in the world.
I rarely live in the present. I spend most of my days thinking about this and that instead of doing this and that. And only by doing will I live in the present.
Day 147: what do you think about ignorant people
One word: IGNORANT. LOLJK. IRDK. All I know is they’re ignorant maybe because they’re self-centered people or maybe because they used to care too much and got hurt. I’m tired. I’ll pass on this one.
Day 146: is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them
- SIYA: Pwede po bang magtanong?
- AKO: Ano yun?
- SIYA: Ano po ba ako sa'yo?
- AKO: Hindi ko alam kung salita nang naimbento na tutugma sa kung ano ka sakin. Basta ang alam ko, masaya ako kapag nandiyan ka, lalo na kapag kasama kita.
Day 144: are you planning on having children one day
Yes, please. Maybe two or three. At an early age, I will encourage them find their hidden talents. I will support them in the things they would like to do, as long as it’s good and right. I will mold them to become the best friend someone could ever have or the almost perfect boyfriend/ girlfriend they can possibly. They will be loving children to us. They will be God’s perfect gift for me and my future husband.
Day 143: how important you think education is
I think proper education is very important but it’s only as good as a stepping stone. It helps us prepare ourselves for real, working life. School may teach you a lot that you need later on in life but it’s more than the homework and what’s on the teacher’s lesson plan. I think it’s more important to build rapport and camaraderie with the people around you. Even more, experience is better than learning theories. Bottomline: Education is only as good as a stepping stone to excellence, experience is a much more valuable form of education.
Day 142: how have you changed in the past 2 years
This time last, last year, I was on a hangover from Kalligrafia summer workshop for journalists. I was envying a friend that was so talented. I was jealous at the thought of her possibly having a crush on him.
Thinking about it, I think I haven’t changed so much. The real change I underwent was the transition from 2nd to 3rd year high school classmates. My new found friends taught me how to really have fun, how to never take sides when friends fight, how to handle situations maturely, how to appreciate myself instead of envying others. From then on, I carry the lessons I learned from them.
